Another Hero In My Life..Welcome Muhammad Aqil..

hahaha..dh bape lama x citer apa2 kt sini..tau dh ada sorg lg baby..hehehe..kali ni nk citer kronologi Muhammad Aqil from in the womb smpai dh kuar 6 hari ni..

First pregnancy test came back negative,pastu after a week x dtg gak period,wat skali lg pregnancy test,positif..wah..excited giler..pastu wat buku merah,tp lmbt..10 minggu baru wat..g checkup kt KK,doc tu xscan plak..g scan kt klinik dr india tipu..sbb ape tipu,scan kejap je..pastu claim xnmpk jantung baby..wat surat suh g pakar plak..byr rm40.00,scan xsmpai 10 saat,pastu wat statement gitu..aku pn dok risau je,tp naluri kata,baby ok je..

aku continue checkup n terbukti my baby ok je..doc tu mmg tipu la..at 19 week,kna minum air gula,nasib baik ok..tp kali ni 2 kali kna minum air gula..masa 30 week,minum lg skali sbb aku kn overweight..hehe..nasib baik ok gak..aku rs baby gerak masa 20 week..punya la lama nk rs baby gerak..masa adib dlu 17 week dh rs..aku rs baby gerak pn sbb br lps mkn nasi ayam gomeh..(kes ngidam ni..hehe)..maybe lemak byk,sbb tu lmbt rs kot..hu3

everytime checkup suma normal,pastu checkup 36 week,doc tu tnya,awk nk tau gender x?aku ckp bleh gak..skali dia tunjuk,mmg ketara disitu..hu3..xpela rezeki Allah nk bg hero lg..leh defend mama nnti bila dh besar..

pastu tggu la detik due date 04/01/2014 tu..tp x beranak pn hari tu..ingatkan lewat sehari mcm adib,tp xgak kuar..org suma dok tnya,bila nk meletup?aku jwb,baby nk duk lama skit,seronok kt dlm tu..pdhal dlm hati risau kemain..ajak encik suami berjalan sana sini,sbb nk beranak cepat,tp baby xnk kuar gak..overdue smpai hari ke-5..

5.00 am - contraction pertama dtg..tp mild je..mcm senggugut..tp aku dh xleh tdo dh sbb mmg risau xkuar lg baby ni..jd nk tdo lena tu mmg xde la..bila contraction dtg ni,syukur sgt..dh smpai masa..
8.00 am - g mandi,mama tnya nk g klinik lg ke?aku jwb xlah,rs sakit ni..jap lg g hospital terus kot..mama kata klo sakit je,xkuar tanda lain xyah g dlu,nnti kna tahan wad..aku jwb nk g gak sbb takut tggu tanda lain,lain plak yg jd..lps tu aku g jemur kain,tp sakit tu makin kuat,tp masih diterima akal (term ni merujuk kpd level kesakitan yg aku leh tanggung,tp klo nk beranak sgt tu,tu namanya sakit yg dh xleh diterima akal,klo bleh nk beranak cepat gila..hehehe)
9.00 am - aku rs dh xleh tahan..nk g hospital gak..say gudbye kt adib n cium dia..sayu je ati ni..dlm keta,ckp kt encik suami,bwk keta hati2 jer,sakit ni bleh ditanggung lg..contraction masa dlm perjalanan tu jarak dia 10 minit skali..
9.30 am - smpai spital..check BP,skali tinggi daa..2-3 kali check pn tinggi gak..pastu masuk labor room..check VE,4 cm dh..check BP,masih tinggi..jd doc bg ubat darah tinggi..amik sample urine..
11.00 am - doc pecahkan air ketuban..check VE,masih 4 cm..doc kata 4 jam lg dia check balik VE..aku ckp dlm hati,xsmpai 4 jam ni doc,mgkin jap lg je..sakit mmg sakit,tp kali aku bleh manage kesakitan tu,nasib baik ada trainee nurse tlg tgk aku,asal dtg contraction je,aku pegang tgn dia..aku ckp sori ye dik,dia ckp xpe..
11.30 am - aku rs mcm nk kuar sgt dh baby ni..suh adik nurse g panggil doc check VE,doc check dh 7cm..dia blah,aku ckp balik kt nurse tu,rs nk teran dh ni..cepat2 dia panggil balik doc..bila doc dtg blik 2-3 minit pastu,dh 9 cm,tp kepala baby tinggi lg,dia suh teran smbil mengiring,aku ape lg,dpt izin gitu,terus teran je la..bila rs kepala baby btol2 kt bwh,aku pusing terlentang balik n terus teran..xsempat doc nk smbut,baby meluncur kuar tepat jam 11.38 am..hehe..Alhamdullillah..pastu org suma ckp,patut la senang kuar,comel je org nya..mmg la comel,berat pn 2.45 kg je..perut mak je besar,tp membawa byk berat lemak dr baby..hehehe..

ni la budak overdue 5 hari tu..MUHAMMAD AQIL BIN ARDI..

berat : 2.45 kg

tinggi : 45 cm

Udah Lame Tak Bersiaran..

lama sgt x menulis..aduhai punya pemalas budak mama ni kan..hu3..adib dh berumur setahun 6 bulan rabu lepas (18 April 2012)..udah besar anak bujang mama..dh pandai macam2..berjalan pn dh laju..takut tersungkur je dek laju sgt berjalan..makan pn dh berselera n variasi makanan pn byk..mkn nasik lauk kicap pn dh ok bg dia..Alhamdullilah..bercakap pn mcm bertih jagung..ade yg kite paham,ade yg mcm bahasa jerman,itali..tp cute bile adib berckp..suara plak halus..lemah lembut jer..

tapi klo dtg tantrum dia,amik ko..hentak kepala ke lantai lg..bertandala dahi si anak hasil hentakan itu..perangai sape la yg di ikut tu..sakit jantung mak nak..lg satu adib gemar panjat meja tamu kt ruang tamu n joget2 kt situ..bertambah sakit jantung mak..nk turun lompat gitu jer..konpiden mesti org sambut dia..pastu masuk bakul baju,bwk bakul mainan kuar bilik,sepahkan ruang tamu..aduhai anakku sayang..tp what you do is what child of your age do right?jd redha n monitor all his action..hu3

he knows to say Allah,ayah,mama,embah,angah,mamam n many words that i can't remember..adib suka sgt selawat syifa,babytv nursery rhymes n alif ba ta song..everyday klo aku blik keja,masuk bilik,mesti adib request bukak laptop,nk dgr his favorite songs..comel sungguh bile dia goyang badan,kepala n tangan...=)

the happiest kid in the world

mama doakan kamu jd anak yg baik n soleh ye muhammad adib..mama love u a lot..u r my best sleeping partner (instead of ur ayah) in the world..u always beside me..always with me wherever i go..to the kitchen,toilet,bathroom..ur r my biggest fan rite..hahahaha..

BreastFeeding:A Wonderful Moment

Enjoy the moment..=)

Dh nk dkt setahun my little prince Adib lahir..Adib adalah baby yg BF n juga minum formula milk jenama Nestle NAN Pro..yg ajaibnye,Adib cuma minum formula milk dirumah pengasuhnye shj..refuse when his mama around..he only want his mama's milk..klo aku g bancuh susu formula pn,dia xnk..dia nk mama's milk gak..

I want to share something about my breastfeeding journey..from the day I found out I was pregnant,I have set my mind to breastfeed my baby..setiap kali antenatal checkup,the nurse will advice me to breastfeeding my baby when he born..

Inilah mula kisahnye,satu jam lps Adib dilahirkan,Adib diberikan pada aku dlm keadaan aku masih berbaring..masih rs sakit tp teruja tgk baby yg sgt comel..Subhanallah,Allah Maha Besar..nurse minta aku susukan dia dlm keadaan mengiring skit sambil hug my baby,the first time I hugged Adib n dia pandai cari susu dia..Oh that moment was so lovely..I cannot describe it..

Masuk wad bersalin,Adib tdo lena saje..that nite,aku tdo dgn dia same2 atas katil sambil BF dia..mmg xde susu,tp I still bg dia BF..Until the next day,bila blik rumah,my 'B' dh melecet n no milk come out..Adib nangis je n I cannot do anything..that nite,I only give him air kosong..sedih sgt masa tu..air kosong je utk Adib..Next morning,ayah pegi beli susu formula Nan for him,and Adib minum skit jer..I still BF him even so little amount of milk come out..my 'B' melecet teruk..rs nk nangis bile Adib BF..then Adib kna masuk wad due to jaundice..

That nite,at ward,Adib nangis je..xnk masuk bekas lampu dia..teresak-esak..ade kakak dpn katil aku tu bg botol susu,suh aku bancuh susu formula anak dia..Adib minum n dia lelap akhirnye..thanks kak lin..=)..my mom bekalkan jantung pisang utk aku mkn..mlm kt wad tu,aku mkn mcm tu jantung pisang tu..lps jam 9 pg,rs mcm basah je baju,rupanye susu mencurah2..Adib dpt minum dgn gembira..n sejak itu,susu pn byk..=)

Problem muncul lg bile Adib kna dihantar ke rumah pengasuhnye wat kali pertama sbb aku nk lapor diri masuk keja kan..nk train minum formula milk mmg susah,dia refuse..bg minum pn skit2 jer..pg aku nk masuk keja tu,aku bekalkan suma susu n botol..tawakal je..lps balik keja,amik Adib,pengasuh kata dia nangis kuat2 xnk susu botol..oh,sedih sgt ati ni bila blik umah,Adib BF aku sepuas ati..

Hari2 seterusnya,berada dirumah pengasuh,Adib mula pasrah n paham dia kena minum susu botol..sampai skrg tabiatnye adalah kt umah pengasuh shj nk susu botol,kt umah,nk susu mama dia shj..xnk susu botol..xkisahla syg..mama enjoy spend time BF kamu Adib..tgk kamu tdo sambil BF..ala,comelnye..tenang rs ati..aku xmalu BF Adib even depan org sbb aku sgt enjoy moment itu..I LOVE MY ADIB..SO MUCH!!

Adib : Milestone So Far..

sgt suka senyuman itu..manis skali..mcm gula..ngeeee..=)

dh bape lame xmenulis diruangan blog ni..bkn ape..hadap segala mcm game kt FB tu haa..hehehe..this sunday,18th September genap adib kesayangan hamba 11 bulan..oh,u r getting bigger sonny..next month will be ur first birthday..how time flies..adib skrg dh pandai mcm2..some of his milestones:
(a) mumbling-this is my favorite part..seeing him mumbling make my heart very proud of him..sometime he will try to speak some word in a situation..example:last nite,when he fall down,i said to him that it's not really hurt,u r a strong boy..but then he said,"SAKIT"..very clear word..his atuk also heard the word..oh,he made me cried of joy..he also know how speak word like "CANTIK" when his embah asked him whether his picture is cantik or not..
(b) hard to eat baby's meal,but like adult's food-i have a problem when its time for his meal..mkn 2-3 sudu..dh lari..xmau..but when his atuk eating something..dgn cepat adib dtg merangkak n try to grab the food from atuk..atuk's favorite boy..hu3
(c) playing with everything in our room - i have bookshelf n now all the books in the bookshelf become adib's favorite toys..kalau aku dh kemas,dia dgn rajinnye dok tlg kemas lg skali..hehehe..
(d) memanjat here n there : that is adib's professional skill..=)
(e) crawling madness : now dh tau where to go..crawling here n there..haisshh..

byk sgt sebenarnye skill adib skrg..adib dh besar..n will become toddler soon..moga adib jd anak yang soleh..Amin..=)

The Experience:Leaving My Adib For Induction Course At KL

perghh..lama gila br nk cite..dh dkt sebulan pn aku p kl nun..tp since this is my first experience leaving adib for 3 days n 2 nites..its like taking so long time for me to come home n hug my adib..first,aku receive offer letter induction course kt hotel vistana,kl..the course was on 3-5 July..I was like,kena tinggal anak kesayangan gua kt umah ni..xpnah tinggal dia lama2 except p keja..(tu pn 8 jam jer..blik umah dok kelek anak aku tu)..I'm very worried about adib's condition when I'm leaving him sampai kemas baju pn at last minute..malam b4 nk pegi tu br t'hegeh-hegeh nk kemas..berat sgt rasa ati ni nk tinggal dak tembam tu..kesian sgt tinggalkan dia..that nite,my hubby came home n rs xbest sbb I also had to leave him in the morning..xleh nk melayan encik suami yg blik kt umah n main2 sama anak kami tu..Oh,I miss encik suami so much..

Ok,then at 11.30 am we all gerak ke seremban sbb aku naik komuter kt stesen sg gadut smpai stesen putra.at stesen putra,my beloved uncle,pak mat tggu aku utk anta aku ke hotel vistana..sampai jer kt stesen sg gadut,my adib bgn tdo n at that time dia senyap je bila aku dukung dia sampai tmpt beli tiket..aku dh sebak dh time ni..sama mcm first time aku tinggal dia kt umah pengasuh dia,aku kn first day masuk keja..hmmm..pastu naik lif..bukak pintu lif,tren dh tggu..nk jln pn..aku dh berair mata dh ni..serah adib kt mama,n hug my mama n adib kuat2..adib xnk langsung tgk muka aku smpai aku naik tren..aku mmg nangis dlm tren tu..org tgk jer..lantakla..aku sebak wei tinggalkan anak..

at KL,after arrive n check in kt hotel,I called my father n he said adib nangis xnk ikut my mama blik umah..dia nangis tinggalkan pengasuh dia..xnk minum susu..I was worried at that time..then at 6 pm,I called home n my mama pick up the phone..she said adib refused to drink milk thru bottle but eat nestum a lot than usual..mama decided to sent adib to his nanny's house because she worried adib don't want to drink milk at all..I agreed n that evening,adib's slept at his nanny's house for 2 nites..I just want to cry when I got the news..

aku keep in touch with the nanny,and the nanny said adib doing well with her..Alhamdullillah..after the course ended,aku blik secepat mungkin..Alhamdullillah,Allah mudahkan jalan aku nk blik,tren cepat smpai,bas pn bergerak lancar..at 4 pm,aku smpai n jmput my adib..when he saw me,he hug me tightly like he was missing me so much..I miss u too sonny..until now,adib will cry if he not saw me..nk pegi mandi pn kna sorok2 n attract him with his toys..klo x dok merengek cr aku..nk mandi pn xsenang jdnye..my mama said,if i have any courses after this,she will follow me because she want to take care of adib..adib..mama love u so much..Alhamdullillah for the greatest gift..=)

tgkla muka kesian dak kecik ni..mana hati xluluh memandangnya..
I love u my handsome adib..

Blame On Me (A Reminder To Myself)

arini aku rs bersalah sgt kt adib tayang..dia jatuh katil..waa..trauma bila ingt blik..klo la aku xsibuk cr baju dia kt bakul,adib takkan jatuh..benjol kepala adib..melalak dia..aku panik,nasib baik adik2 aku ade umah..cepat2 tuam dgn air suam..Alhamdullilllah,surut benjolnya..tp i blame myself because not taking any precaution b4 leaving him on the bed..anak aku tu dh pandang golek sana sini,skali jatuh..i'm sorry sayang,i won't neglected u anymore..even for a second..Syukur Ya Allah,adib slmt..aku xtau even more worse case scenario happened to my adib..adib,mama syg kamu sgt2..be a healhty n strong boy ok..

Budak Botak Idaman Kalbu

Adib Botak Yang Comel..

Oh,sayang adib..rindu sungguhla kt budak busuk ni..teringat aksi kaki dia terangkat mintak2 didukung..gigit jari org..membebel..makan..tgk ayam kt luar..rindu dgn budak bulat ni..rindu sgt..pengubat hati yg luka dan penenang jiwa yg sepi..eceehhhh..hu3..

Adib telah selamat dibotakkan 2 minggu lps oleh Atuk Man..dari penceritaan proses pencukuran tu,Adib sgt behave..Adib kan budak baik..everytime nk tdo,bile mata dia bertentang mata aku,sambil nenen,aku akan ckp Adib budak baik,anak soleh dan mcm2 perkara yang baik..Adib sgt behave..even dlm keta..diam jer..tgk luar..mama syg Adib..syg sgt..everyone syg Adib..muaahhhh..