I Hate This Feeling..

Sangat rindu Encik Suami..Sungguh2 rindu..teramat rindu..sgt2 rindu..Menangis setiap malam sbb rindukan dia..teresak-esak minta pada Allah supaya Encik Suami pulang ke pangkuan..Sudah byk mlm tidak mendengar suaranya..Tak betah bertahan begini..Betol..Nak wat keja lain pun xbleh..Sungguh kehilangan Encik Suami mmg membuatkan aku hilang keupayaan utk segala-galanya..Aku trauma dgn kenangan lalu dan aku tak sanggup utk menghadapinya lg..Sungguh..Abang,kembalikan kepangkuan isterimu ini,jgn biarkan isterimu bersedih lg..

Valuable Pics in My Wallet..

(Sorry for the blur photo)

These two pictures were the most valuable to me.First this is the first passport pic I'd got from Mr. Suami b4 we become husband and wife.I think the age of the photo was about  4-5 years old.Mr. Suami was more 'gumuk' at the time this photo taken.

Second thing why I say that these photos were valuable because of the picture of mine.This photo was taken 5 years ago when I'm was weight around 60-65 kg.Right now I'm a gigantic wife to Mr. Suami..This photo always motivate me to decrease my body weight but still I cannot came back to the same kilo.As now we trying to conceive,Mr. Suami forbidden me from not eating.Ok,let say I've pregnant and after giving birth,I want my body like 5 years ago.I hope can do it..hehehe

Third thing why I like and love these photo because its belong to me and I love them very much.Not that I don't have a potrait my picture with my husband,but everytime I open my wallet,I will see these two peoples smiling at me and its reminds me the love that we built together.And will be forever..InsyaAllah..Amin

Menunggu Dua Jalur

Hari ni dah 9 hari lewat kedatangan bendera merah..ape tandenye ni..sudah wat UPT tp -ve..kenapa bendera merah xmau dtg..encik suami pula selalu memberi harapan berbunga pada aku..mmg la period aku xkonsisten..tp bile lewat,mmg selalu beri harapan yang besar kt aku..adoila..encik suami kate tggu another week,then check UPT again..Ya Allah,perkenankanlah doa hamba-Mu ini..

Saya Mau Ini..