perghh..lama gila br nk cite..dh dkt sebulan pn aku p kl nun..tp since this is my first experience leaving adib for 3 days n 2 nites..its like taking so long time for me to come home n hug my adib..first,aku receive offer letter induction course kt hotel vistana,kl..the course was on 3-5 July..I was like,kena tinggal anak kesayangan gua kt umah ni..xpnah tinggal dia lama2 except p keja..(tu pn 8 jam jer..blik umah dok kelek anak aku tu)..I'm very worried about adib's condition when I'm leaving him sampai kemas baju pn at last minute..malam b4 nk pegi tu br t'hegeh-hegeh nk kemas..berat sgt rasa ati ni nk tinggal dak tembam tu..kesian sgt tinggalkan dia..that nite,my hubby came home n rs xbest sbb I also had to leave him in the morning..xleh nk melayan encik suami yg blik kt umah n main2 sama anak kami tu..Oh,I miss encik suami so much..
Ok,then at 11.30 am we all gerak ke seremban sbb aku naik komuter kt stesen sg gadut smpai stesen putra.at stesen putra,my beloved uncle,pak mat tggu aku utk anta aku ke hotel vistana..sampai jer kt stesen sg gadut,my adib bgn tdo n at that time dia senyap je bila aku dukung dia sampai tmpt beli tiket..aku dh sebak dh time ni..sama mcm first time aku tinggal dia kt umah pengasuh dia,aku kn first day masuk keja..hmmm..pastu naik lif..bukak pintu lif,tren dh tggu..nk jln pn..aku dh berair mata dh ni..serah adib kt mama,n hug my mama n adib kuat2..adib xnk langsung tgk muka aku smpai aku naik tren..aku mmg nangis dlm tren tu..org tgk jer..lantakla..aku sebak wei tinggalkan anak..
at KL,after arrive n check in kt hotel,I called my father n he said adib nangis xnk ikut my mama blik umah..dia nangis tinggalkan pengasuh dia..xnk minum susu..I was worried at that time..then at 6 pm,I called home n my mama pick up the phone..she said adib refused to drink milk thru bottle but eat nestum a lot than usual..mama decided to sent adib to his nanny's house because she worried adib don't want to drink milk at all..I agreed n that evening,adib's slept at his nanny's house for 2 nites..I just want to cry when I got the news..
aku keep in touch with the nanny,and the nanny said adib doing well with her..Alhamdullillah..after the course ended,aku blik secepat mungkin..Alhamdullillah,Allah mudahkan jalan aku nk blik,tren cepat smpai,bas pn bergerak lancar..at 4 pm,aku smpai n jmput my adib..when he saw me,he hug me tightly like he was missing me so much..I miss u too sonny..until now,adib will cry if he not saw me..nk pegi mandi pn kna sorok2 n attract him with his toys..klo x dok merengek cr aku..nk mandi pn xsenang jdnye..my mama said,if i have any courses after this,she will follow me because she want to take care of adib..adib..mama love u so much..Alhamdullillah for the greatest gift..=)
tgkla muka kesian dak kecik ni..mana hati xluluh memandangnya..
I love u my handsome adib..
